the very thought of you makes meaning in Chinese

每个念头都被你牵引

I will say the very thought of you make me sick, and that you treated me with miserable cruelty .
我就说，我一想起你就恶心，你对我残酷到了可耻的地步。
I will never come to see you when i am grown up ; and if any one asks me how i liked you , and how you treated me , i will say the very thought of you makes me sick , and that you treated me with miserable cruelty
长大了我也永远不会来看你，要是有人问起我喜欢不喜欢你，你怎样待我，我会说，一想起你就使我讨厌，我会说，你对我冷酷得到了可耻的地步。 ”